I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Monday, December 1, 2008

so im im like really happy


Ok so today was wierd ... are you ready ? wait for it ... wait wait ... wait ...

I WAS SOOO HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!lol yeah i no its been a while! any ways lol soo idk i got to school and i got so many compliments ... maybe its cause i wore make up today or maybe it was because i was happy, but everyone told me i looked pretty today! xD and yes this made me happy!! And and and I managed to totally avoid scott today!!! like during lunch he came over n i was like heyy im going to go to the bathroom guys. heehee... And rachel like pissed me off the other day when shes like "maybe scott does that to you because you act like a slut" yeah says the slutiest one out of all my friends! well fuck her! like honestly if i wanted people to sexually harass me i would have had sex with leor wen i had the chance so fuck u rachel! but on a happier note shall we. So i think i scared my friends cause i was like legit extremely happy today xD

ok soo who decided to make things so complicated like honestly why arent things simple any more .. y do people play hard to get ... or answer every question but one ... if u like someone tell them .. u got a problem with something confront them .. and wanna do somthing just ask already lol I dont no i just feel like life is too short to waist time. im sooo happy tho like omg !!!! lol and i just ate some pie and chocolate soo im happy : ) ... n last period at skool i spent the whole time txting peopel .. ugh n the bus ride is soo painful lol cause u have to annoying people .. the gossiping people .. and the people who r on the fone ... its like can i just get off already!

soooo ..... i really dont want it to be wednsday cause then i have to see my psychologist andand and i have no idea wat i want to talk about cause like we always talk about me being a lesbian but i want to talk about other things besides liz and dannie . its not like dannie is even a part of my life lol ..i want to actually talk abotu cutting but he might tel my mom and besides that i always feel like hes judging me .. which he probably is ... and wow i keep babbling lol

soo i kinda maybe really like maggie : ) she makes me happy and smile and yeah xD

oh yesterday i caved .. but i mean it felt really good ... n idk y i did it i mean im soo happy!! its just i think im addicted again! ahhh thats not good at all

but ima gonna go take a shower lol .. i want to write more but no one is home rite now so ill bb lol

ok so im bak n now my hair is eww n im still hungry i wish my period will come alread cause like im sooo preggers rite now lol like legit i got home n had a chocolate pop n then i had a piece of cake n another ice pop n a rice crispys thing n im still starving!!! ahhh im such a fat ass <333

so yeah .. n my period is like a week late eww

n i love food .. n yeah <333>


ps. i dont no wat else to say .. except she makes me happy : )
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