I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

today tomorrow and forever my love


new years resolution new years resolution i can do this .. i can .. i can ? right?? wait whoa! I CAN RIGHT?! ok ok lets just think about this one for a second okii soo whats one thing that i hated about this year . lets start off with that ... well i did realize i was gay .. and i got my heart broken .. really badly .. soo .. but how would that be put into a resolution ? lets think .. well well .... I want to be totally honest with my girlfriends no matter what because last time it got my heart broken and and and i want to work on not being in denial with myself for being gay .. i think i can do that .. maybe .. probably .. i hope! oh oh oh .... in 2009 I want to get laid!!! no joke legit get laid! im not going to be a virgin in the beginning of my junoir year! geez! lol .. dont laugh im serious. I want to .. hmm wat do i want ... i want to quit skating this year .. some how i can get my mom to stop controling my life! ooo okii thats it ... im numbering thesseeee okii i got it!


NEW YEARS RESOLUTION!~:


1) Take control of my life! my mom has control of it and I'm sick of that! its not right for her to do that when its MY life : )


2) stop being in denial for being gay! it ruins like my relationships and thats not right what-so-ever.


3) I want to keep my secrets to myself ... and not let everyone know i'm a lesbian because all though I'm proud .. I hate how everyone knows without me telling them!! When I'm ready ill tell people i promise!!!


4) I want to figure what i want to be when i grow up ... I sorta kinda maybe know but not really .. ya know?

well even if you don't i do and thats what matters!.


5) what would be 5 hmm do i have a number 5 .. yeah I want a serious relationship ... i dont want to date like tons of girls .. and i dont want to be single either ... I want to not fuck up anythign love wise thats what im basically saying xD


6) i want to get better grades in school ! and get back into honor roll!!! god i miss honor roll!!! : ( and pass the math B regents ! which sucks fucken ass!!


7) I want to be a better friend cause last year i was a bitch to all of my friends because of the whole cutting shit!!! I WILL be a better friend this year!


8)I want to live and laugh and have a good time! I want to return those tears of sadness with tears of joy !!!


9 ) the last thing .. i want to wake up new years day to see my girlfriend! because i love her and i miss her and i need to see her and i will <333


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