sooo today was an official failur!!!! I HATE WHITE SHIT! i mean thats a huge lie .. i love the snow and i love rain .. more then anything but when the snow or even the rain stops me from doing plans i have been excited for .. for a really long time i get mad and pissed and emo... seriously weststock was cancelled and is now on tuedays DURING school wtf?!? and ontop of that I would like to see my girlfriend at some point in my life, but no .. every time i plan to see her what happends .. my mom puts me on fucken lock down .. or stupid fucken snow ruins everything!. so yes i havent written anything on this in like a week or two, but i have been busy getting ready for weststock and now i sit home when i was suposed ot be picking maggie up as we speak and then go to nicoles and get ready and do my hair and make up and then go to the school and then to the dinner .. but no no why would things go my way .. they never go my way ever!
so that was that and on top of that ...god .. i cant even talk about it cause people who know me read this but i have this thing and this other thing about this thing seee i cant talk about it cause <<<<<<> when i talk about it either my friends dont care, they yell at me , or people get hurt and i dont know what to do anymore!!!
soo yes thats that and on to something new..... I am sooo happy because i am allowed to talk to liz again .. and i dont care wat peple say she is a part of my life and she makes me happy and seriously that is very rare to have someone in your life whether they are a friend or family or gf or bf .... its really rare to have someone that makes you utterly and completely happy no matter wat they do .. and thats omg saying a lot! .
sooo i just found out that my friend micheal is infact gay!! and better then that his boyfriend is .. wait for it wait for it ... ANTHONY RAPP!!!! and if you know rent then yes you do know this guy !!! and hes amazing!!! and micheal is soo lucky!!! so as you see life is good .. and i might see my bro tomorrow depending on the weather and maybe maggie but only if the weather gets better which it wont u know why .... because i want it to !!!!
got to love it !!!! okii well im starting to get in a good mood but idk why soo im going to go and ill write soonish maybeh lol
ps. i didnt exactly wake up today and say hmm i WANT to be gay .. infact no one whose gay does that they dont wake up and say hmmm i want to be hated for who i am !!! yay! so yes there is my ps. message for this one because i was trying to explain that to someone today okii yeah byes <3
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