I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Friday, December 5, 2008

welome to the dark side we may cut but we have cookies to sulk in the pain


you know i didnt think i would have anything to write about today, but it turns out i do .... well sort of ... you see the thing is that cutting is something .. that is well obviously always in my mind .. and if not on my mind there r always scars reminding me of it .. and its not a bad thing i mean i love each and every scar that i have. What bugs me is that people who have never cut dont understand and they yell at you for cutting and say your stupid and all that shit. But they dont have that right cause they dont know anything about cutting, but then you have someone who is always yelling at those people who cut and tell them not to and they go a head and they cut and then all of the sudden they are on the dark side .. and they realize oh well cutting isnt that bad i mean .. its not as bad as i thought it is .. and then they just become asswhole hypocrits(cant spell that word for my life) And this pissed me off like if they just left the cutters a lone then w.e but no they ughhh pisss me off soo much and then they get mad at people around them for them cutting and become mean and all emotional about everything.sooo yeah im pissed! cause like cutting .. idk .. but w.e i havent since .. the night liz and yeah ne ways i think im done ranting about cutting oh just one more thing about it .. once u start cutting .. ur stuck with it for the rest of ur life. its like the dead dads club u dont want to be in it but once ur in it .. ur stuck : ( lucky for my friends non of them are in that club yet thannkkk god! .. any ways im off that subject.


you know what i hate ... wen people hate other people who they were friends with once . just because they start dating that guy they liked! like seriously get over it .... its not like they r gonna get fucken married ... and i see this happen within my group of friends at school like my friends will totally trash this girl and wen i ask y she hates her so much shes like oh cause shes going out with this guy that i like .. liker seriously! IMMA FUCKIN TURE!!!!!!! ok ok ok i no im sorry im just pissed at how people are such ughhh immature hypocrits!


on to the next topic shall we ummm omgomgomgomgomgomg Guess what people!!!!

I SAMANTHA GOT INTO WESTSTOCK!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG AND I CANT PLAY GUITAR FOR MY LIFE SO IM GONNA SING OOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG BUT ARIELLA CANT GO BUT LIZ MIGHT GO AND MAGGIE AND OMGOMGOMGOMGOGM!!!!!!! I CANT WAIT OMG IM SOO SCARED AHHH I CANT SING SHIT AHH!!!!!: (

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okiii im ok now i think lol

sooo yeah thats my life now .... ummmm yeah lol ...... CANT wait till NEXT weekend <333333333333333333


ps. yeah i used to hate that girl that was going out with someone i liked but i realized after meeting collet .. and meeting maggie and cassie .. they arent bad people are all infact they are amazing ... and there is not reason to hate them .. i guess it comes with time but i dont judge people like that ne more : )


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