I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

no skool for me today : )




well today i didnt feel well cause well idk i had like a really bad break down last night so i called liz but she didnt answer n wouldnt talk and so then i called ariella a million times but by the time i called her the 5th time i had caved badly .. i cut but it didnt hurt i didnt feel anything all that happend was i was bleeding like crazy and i couldnt stop shaking ..... n then this morning .. i faked sick .. i didnt want to go to skool n face my friends who were worried about me .. not on one of my bffls birthday you know? and so its 12:23 right now n im home .. and i want some FOODD!!! <3333>


But idk cause i realized yes i have hurt liz but she has hurt me more then i have and thats a fact ... so im done with her ... she said goodbye and thats it ... and im happy because im moving forward and im sooo happy I have maggie <333 color="#33ffff">i might see her on the 13th and that makes me even happier lol !!!!!! omg omgomg soo yeah xD <3333333333333333333333



Omg i had the wierdest dream last night ... i had a dream that that that my brother was getting married and and like idk it was really wierd and my best friend sarah was there n we were picking out food n all they had were different types of hot dogs n i didnt have money lol n my bro wasnt getting married to his fiancy but some random girl whom i never met before in thi really wierd house n it was raining and omg it was totally wierd and on top of the dream i went to sleep with my retainer in my mouth and when i woke up it was gone n now i cant find it : O omg wow thats just totally wierd cause like idk everything lol n my retainer !! my mom is gonna kill me lol and why wont my period just come already its been a week and i no im not preggers .. or am i ? ahhh someone help lol!!!!



So yeah thats my life .. wow its a lot soo any ways dude i really want food and im watching the l word soo yeah but ooo ron just left so ima gonna raide the fridge : ) .. i might write something more later but idk ... i may be too lazy heehee ....okii well yeah ima gonna go but yeah ... ok lol bye i guess


sooo omg im sooo happyyy bex just like imed me and told me she might be moving to huntington instead and im like omfg ! thats basically where i live!!!!!! omg that would be sooo amazing!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh so yeah i just thought i should tell u people that although out of all the people who might actually read this only, one person really cares lol wow thats just pathetic but ok ... so i like hope i didnt miss a lot in school today cause that would suck ... baca is probably upset cause i couldnt help him on a lab but w.e im happy i didnt go to skool cause i got to sleep late n eat everything lol ... i love having days off in skool <3333



ps. the whole universe hates me >.<>



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