I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Friday, December 12, 2008

respect and concern for allll


omg okii soo i just got back from the suprise party and it was soo wierd cause at first like sarah and erin were there and dani was walking cause yeah she couldnt fit in the car so she walked to applebees and then sarah and erin left and then the waiter was nice n then mean lol and we were cursing and tlaking about penisses andshit and this girls mom got pissed and yelled at us and then dani came and her mom came in a little while later and her mom yelled at all of us and seriously if i have to talk to another persons mom omg !!! first sarahs parents then it was eemans parents then sarahs parents again and then i talked to lizs parents and then lizs parents called back and then danis mom like seriously!!!! why are parents like this but seriously !!! like idk i really really out of all the parents i have talked to over the last two days i would say i have the most respect for Liz's mom not her dad lmao but her mom .... what her mom told me and the words she used in order to tell me .. i dont care if she was my x bf leors mom or someone i cared abouts mom .. she deserved my respect out in full! to have soo much love and care toward your daughter liz is legit lucky for everything her mom says and does for her and to have a mother that gives that much care and love into something important such as her daughter I cried ... I cried wishing my mom could be that caring and loving .. and I cried realizing how wrong i was in what i said to liz. This was one of the things in my life that sort of stops you in your tracks and makes you think like wow! someone is really lucky and makes ur jealous a little bit : / But any ways .. i am going to see magggiiieeeeee tooommmorrrrooowwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soo im happy!!!!!!!! and omg the suprise party was amazing!

soo basically im having hot chocolate with my sister now and its fun lol ... welll idk .. its not even 12 and thats when we ussually do it but its all good and omg !! i wrote a poem today during 6th period and idk i think its good ..i hope its good! I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!! and seriously like I couldnt thank my sister enough for taking me to the city tomorrow and I am happy cause like she is home for a month and we never really get to hang out and we dont fight as much as we used to and i know she wont tell my mom about me and maggie .. like she understands how my mom works ... stupid bitch mom ! .. and also like idk my mom judges me and i wish that someone other then me was gay in the family .. cause that would help a lot but there isnt anyone else and so its just me .. thats why im not out fully yet! god i think my mom would have a full out heart attack! that would be funny actually but yeah

so thats my life for yas!!! now i gave my sister the link just not and im a little scared for her reading this ... but well see : )

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