I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Sunday, December 21, 2008

life lessons and rules


there are rules in life that in the unwritten rule book the thing is no one tells you about the rules and basically its up to you to figure them out. So basically you have to live in order to learn.


Rule # 1:

You have to always expect the worse, don't be negative, but don't think eveything will be ok and work out because who knows you might wake up to your mom yelling at you and taking everything away from you. just to name one example xD. point being - don't let your hopes get the best of you!


Rule # 2:

obviously you know by now that you can't think before you do everything so when the time comes and you dont think before you act don't dwell on it! it will all be ok ... depending on what you do it may be akward but here let me give you an example. Say you get so upset over your mom taking everything away that you end up calling your ex whom you fell in love with and your crying and hyperventilating and she gets really quiet on the other end of the phone its ok you didnt think about what you were doing you just needed to do somethign so you called her. relax just break the silence with a simple "im going to go to sleep" or some type of excuse cause you know she doesnt know what the fuck to tell you. point being - take what comes to you and dont dwell on the past.


Rule # 3:

so say your mom did this an you did make a mistake by calling your ex girlfriend relax, stop crying, don't cut and breathe! mistakes are suposed to be made! but the thing is you have to realize there will always be some good with the bad so wait it out and sure enough the good will come. example? sure. You fell back asleep after tlaking to your ex and now your mom walks in and tells you that you can use your cell phone when your out of the house and you can only use your computer in the den when your mom is around because god forbid you have your privacy but heyy its better then not being able to do anything! so you take whatever you can back. point being - there will always be something good after something bad happends its by default.


Rule #4 :

unfortunately you cant help how you feel about someone, but hell your only human . .. i guess this one really isnt a rule but just a fact. You cant understand how someone such as your girlfriend could fall for someone like you, but although you keep questioning it you don't care because you love her back and you love everything about her! flaws? never not with her! so your happy, but questioning your happiness. I guess point being - dont be upset and dont question it just enjoy it, life is short just be happy.


sooo if you follow these rules you'll see what happend to be today and dont worry people i didnt cut. And the only reason i called my ex girlfriend was being her number was the only number i knew by heart besides ariellas who is in florida and i didnt want to bother her. so life is a roller coaster but be happy and dont let your beautiful face get covered in tears of sadness because in this world there are tons of people that love you and thats all that matters right?


ps. New years well it better still happen my mom said shell see : /

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