SAT's, Liz, and and and I am HAPPY!

Soooo today was the first meeting of GSA! and It was amazing as vice president I have already gotten soo many more people to come .. it used to be able 6 seven people and today it was a big number of 23!!!! not much but for a club at school thats a lot! and i was soo shy to speak in front of them like always lol .. but butbut i spoke a little >.< and ummmm i explain to them my sexual orientation and why i was there .. and it was amazing! i am soo happy ! and today in my SAT class my teacher told me that I have the Vocabulart knowledge of a FRESHMAN .... IN COLLEGE!!!! xDDD and and and that My knowledge over all is of a Senoir IN HIGHSCHOOL! and I actually feel smartt! She raised my self esteem .. and my friend wanted to cut and i talked her out of it! and im happy about that!! and i have synchro this friday and and and liz might sleep over! omgaa I love liz shess sooo awesomeeness and kool! lol like we could become close really fast! I AMM SOOO FUCKENN HAPPY!!!
and now im studying for AP Psych! >.< butbtubut Ima go lol .. ill be on sometime in the future .. busy as shit ^_^ sorry !

leav me alone

I'm having a really bad day .. not like a normal bad day where i say its a bad day but its not .. no this is a legit bad day .. it started off playing gym .. and thats bad as it is .. but one of my best friends .. im losing her and now well w.e .. i dont even wanna talk about my day .. i just need to scream or punch something really hard i need to do something im sooo pissed right now ... im hurting from today ... all i want to do is talk back to my step dad .. fuck him! wow really i got clothes and i left it on my floor .. its the fucken floor of my room .. whats the big deal ? the floor or the drawer their both just as dirty ... ughhh i swear i ughh i am not in a good mood .. im like fucken cryng and dont want to deal with this tonight .. i just wanted to have a good rest of the night but he ruined that big time .. i hate guys ! all of them everysingle one .. i hate guys .. i hate girls .i hate hate hate people .. im not a people person today! imnot in the mood .. so just fuck off everyone !~

First day of schooll xD

Well I was going to write during first and second perios but then the library in my school was closed lol .. but lunch was amazing! cause i saw baca! and i love flirting with him hahaa .. I'm soo bad .. and then 7th period i saw megan LIFE IS GOOD! .. and I lovebeing single ... xDDDD and and and i am officially a junoir!!! ahhh I am soo happy! .. so yeah .. i loved the first day of school : ))

Heres to the name LIZ

Liz is such a nice person!!!! OMG! I'm soo happy lol .. shes soo sweet .. and the other day i couldnt get in touch with baca and i was like flipping out about some thing and she offered to talk to me .. and it was a great talk we had. Now I am so happy for baca .. and on top of that .. i still like megan and shes single .. so we are going to wait till november .. if we are both stil single .. we will go out. I am soo happy. And my life is finally comming into shape! .. I have a few great best friends one of them if baca .. and things are fabulous! .. and school starts tomorrow and im nervious because ill be a junoir .. but i think .. it will be a great year.. scary yes but great .. all the same. .. and crushes? i may not even have time for a love life! between the fire deparetment, SAT's, skating, drivers ed, GSA , synchro, and therapy hahaa .. wat else do i possibly have time for? It will be soo busy .. i wont have time to do stupid things like smoke, cut , but i just have to keep a positive veiw on things andill be fine.. and keep eating . thats important hahaa.. everything else will fall where it shall... And i have come to the mature conclusion .. that it doesnt matter if your name is liz or frances or james ... because you didnt pick your name .. its whats on the inside .. i dont know why i was so blind to that before. Life is finally amazing again!!!! xD