I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

SAT's, Liz, and and and I am HAPPY!

Soooo today was the first meeting of GSA! and It was amazing as vice president I have already gotten soo many more people to come .. it used to be able 6 seven people and today it was a big number of 23!!!! not much but for a club at school thats a lot! and i was soo shy to speak in front of them like always lol .. but butbut i spoke a little >.< and ummmm i explain to them my sexual orientation and why i was there .. and it was amazing! i am soo happy ! and today in my SAT class my teacher told me that I have the Vocabulart knowledge of a FRESHMAN .... IN COLLEGE!!!! xDDD and and and that My knowledge over all is of a Senoir IN HIGHSCHOOL! and I actually feel smartt! She raised my self esteem .. and my friend wanted to cut and i talked her out of it! and im happy about that!! and i have synchro this friday and and and liz might sleep over! omgaa I love liz shess sooo awesomeeness and kool! lol like we could become close really fast! I AMM SOOO FUCKENN HAPPY!!!
and now im studying for AP Psych! >.< butbtubut Ima go lol .. ill be on sometime in the future .. busy as shit ^_^ sorry !

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