I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Thursday, September 17, 2009

leav me alone

I'm having a really bad day .. not like a normal bad day where i say its a bad day but its not .. no this is a legit bad day .. it started off playing gym .. and thats bad as it is .. but one of my best friends .. im losing her and now well w.e .. i dont even wanna talk about my day .. i just need to scream or punch something really hard i need to do something im sooo pissed right now ... im hurting from today ... all i want to do is talk back to my step dad .. fuck him! wow really i got clothes and i left it on my floor .. its the fucken floor of my room .. whats the big deal ? the floor or the drawer their both just as dirty ... ughhh i swear i ughh i am not in a good mood .. im like fucken cryng and dont want to deal with this tonight .. i just wanted to have a good rest of the night but he ruined that big time .. i hate guys ! all of them everysingle one .. i hate guys .. i hate girls .i hate hate hate people .. im not a people person today! imnot in the mood .. so just fuck off everyone !~

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