today was a really wierd day .. it started off with me being late for a test at school and the teacher like yelled and me and then told me that i could take it tomorrow and i was like ugh fine w.e i dont really care about adolesent psychology anyways, so then i go to english and i take a test, honestly i dont know how i did on it but well find out tomorrow i guess : / then i went to the bathroom and took out a tampon when i realized that the tampon i took was a super and i have never used a super before but i didnt have time to think about it .. class was almost over so i just put it in and went to class .. which would be math so i get to math and theres a sub and shes like you have a quiz tomorrow and we were like but we just leanred this today and shes like well thats wat ur teacher told me to do so tough thats whats happening. So whatever we get our break for food and then i go to class.. then i have gym and so im like ok i have missed gym soo much i really need to go today so i went to open my locker and the lock wouldnt open sooo i was like FUCK!!!! so then i went to gym any ways and then the teacher yelled at e so i was like greeaaaaatttt (i hate getting yelled at ) but after that i went to chem and i dont know chem is ok but now theres this guy that told my lab partner that he likes my ass and i feel sooo wierd in that class now, but w.e my lab partner is kool. BACA!.. ok ooo then i get a test back in social studies and guess wat i failed ooo better then failin i got the the lowest grade in the class how amazing! yeah who know i could get a 30! so then right after class i started crying .. i was doing horrible test and grade wise in school and it makes me feel terrible!!!! so then i went to this club but my friend wasnt even there n she promised me and then nick was all like hugging me lol n then hes like bla bla bla faggot and i was like omg how could u say that and then I was like oh yeah ur gay ! and then we had this whole convo about how if ur black u can say the n word but if ur white u cant and saying faggot is the same thing i guess ... i mean its still a bad word tho .. i dont like it that much ... but if someone gay says it then it doesnt offend me as much .. wow im kool lol so yeah thats my day and i still shit omg i have to take the tampon out !!! ok wow that was less painful then i thought im proud .. i think i might start wearing tampons more : )
any ways soo yeah my day basically had its ups and its downs ... but yeah my make up looks like shit still from me crying lol ... ok
soo i finally told my sister about maggie and i hope this time she wont tell my mom omg that would be terrible my mom is like terrible! lol but any ways soo my sister said she may make it a double date and she will try to work something out for the city on the 13th soo im happy!!!!!
i have lunch tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!<33333333333333333333333333333333333333
sorry that was random but i had to do it!
you know whats wierd .. i cant ignore people like i would get into fights with people but then i woudl talk to them cause idk i cant stand not talking to people .. like once rachel was like im not talking to you anymore and i was like ok fine but 5 min later i was like rachel please dont ignore me .. cause idk i cant stand it .. and its immature u no .. and like wen u ignore somone it doesnt make the problem better .. it just stays ..:/
its better to talk things out otherwise ur just ignoring them and thats stupid! .... sorry
but like i cant talk to scott yet .. he hurt me .. and he didnt even realize it wich is worse! ahh i think im going insane i really am
okii ima gonnago ... eww i dont want to tell my mom about the 30 but if i dont i get detention tomroww :(
ps . wish me luck >.<
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