I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Monday, December 8, 2008

I'm sure u care but u act like u don't


I hate my ron soo much!!! like honestly . i hate saying this but i .. i wish he would go fucken die!!! and when he doesnt it will just be me my mom n my sister just like the good days!!! so i just had dinner and im ignoring him and i go to go in my room and as i walk past him he mumbles "fuck you bitch" like seriouly? this is why i hate guys causee if they are anything like my step dad i may just have to kill myself! but any ways .. i just hate him soo much and i never liked him .. its not fair .. seriously you cant ask a 4 year old if its ok for your mom to get married to someone else after your dad dies .. thats like asking a baby if they like sushi! they dont know yet !! things could change and its not fair to me at all .. i wish i could go back and say no .. say no its not fucken ok for u to even lay a finger on my mom nontheless kiss her and pretend to be my dad! cause guess the fuck wat ... UR NOT MY FUCKEN DAD!!!

and yesterday my friend/x Bex and i were talking and she said that me and liz were in a fight and i was like ... wat the hell im not in a fight with liz .... soo i imed her even though she wanted to like not talk to her for how ever long soo i was like "listen i no u dont want to talk to me for however long but are we in a fight?" and she imed me back with "wtf?!? what do u not under stand about space?" and i was like "ok then fine bye" and then i went on facebook and i remember that she deleted me as a friend when she wanted space last time so i was like ok and i went to my home page and i say her name and she keeps tagging people like maggie and cassie and rebecca in notes but not me .. and it hurts yes thats right i stilll care about u and love you and value our friendship and you act like i dont even exist! soo i thought .. wow that hurt .. so im not going to be a bitch .. i dont want to start a fight and im going to give liz the space .. that she needs .. i was given space .. so its only fair .. and sooo i went on facebook and i deleted her as a friend ..: O yes that right and until she talks to me again it will remain that way .... but the funy thing is she says she cares about me .. but she hasnt noticed yet that i deleted her .. isnt it wierd if one day .. ur getting all these notifications about me and the next they all just dissapear ?? yeah .. well liz .... if you read this .. enjoy your fucken time!

wow that was a lot right there but whatever!

So my friend dani is mad at me .. why shall you ask .. because im going out with maggie and i really dont get it because i like maggie a lot she makes me happy and she makes me smile and she understands me and we could talk for ever about nothing! and ugh shes amazing .. sooo why cant people just let me be happy im not breaking up with her anytime soon ... and i hope she isnt breaking up with me anytime son : / .... but can people let us be happy? like seriously !

well idk wat else to write so im gonna go for now because its getting oh soo depressing lmao


ps. she acts like she doesnt care but i know she does .. andit just hurts



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