I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Sunday, November 30, 2008

what to say ..hmm


I really don't know what to say .. my sister just left and I am extremely tired, but that could be because for the past 3 nights i have stayed up past 2 lol I am soo gonna like fall asleep during school tomorrow its not even funny. I am downloading songs oh what fun!!!! ok ready story of my life :
1) I LOVE CHICKS!!!!
2) music = life
3) _____ makes me very happy (fill in the blank)
4) bella = love lol (my guitar)
5) fedoras = sexyness<3333
soo yeah u see how amazing my life is lmao .. and and FOOD is AMAZING!!! all the time!
I really cant wait till new years like legit no matter wat i do wether im in the city with an amazing person or sitting at home by myself .. becaus no matter where i am I will get to start over fresh a new beginning now thats amazing rite there<3333!!!
im like soo out of it i dont even know what to say except im soo happy .. and i dont really no how to explain it at all except that life is good and nothing bad has happend in the past few days wich is very odd but instead of questioning is im just gonna enjoy it!
soo life is amazing rite now today : )
omg people keep askin me if i have a thing with this girl maggie lmao .. its soo funny!!!!!!
cause the truth is we dont even know if we have a thing but according to everyone else we do lmao so yeah : ).
oh and i soo gained weight back these past few days .. butbutbut i dk cause i went on the scale n i weighed the same as b4 and now im like like really confused lol
but u prolly dont care about that at all .. i can tell lol


ps. maybe just a little bit but idk possible .. yeah sort of a little what can i say ? amazing!


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