I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

It was a good day and also to liz <3


Her name is Liz. And today is it! I have soo much to thank this beautiful girl for. Not only has she taught me how to love, but she has taught me so many other things. Liz is one of those rare amazing people in this world. If it wasn't liz who helped shape who I am today then I don't know who it could have been. So Today was such a better day compared to yesterday. And I got a hickey today! lol but seriously first the important things... I think I was afraid of getting over liz because well then I wouldnt have a reason to defend me being gay. Instead of saying "Well I'm gay because liz is amazing and i Love her" I didn't know what to say until today.

"I don't know why I'm gay, But I don't care cause I am fucken proud to be who I am!"

So liz changed my life. And today for the first time I didn't think of her as a girl who I am in love with, but rather a girl who i love and she is one of my best friends and I cant live without her!

So i think I'm getting my period tomorrow and so I guess i was just having terrible emo pms lol but i really cant say thats a fact. All i can say is today was an amazing day!

I got cookies last period from the school store and on the wrapper i noticed it says "those who love cookies love life" THIS IS SOOOO TRUE!!!! I LOVE FOOD!!!!<333333333333> my bffffflllll gave me a hickey today but it was funny cause like omg hes amazing at it and i swear i almost had an orgasm during lunch heehee how funny would that have been. Any ways tonight my step cousin and my brother are coming for dinner and then tomorrow i have GSA (the only club i actually look forward to) and then maybe i am going to the mall with nicole. Oh and in chemistry theres this guy jouven i think thats how you spell his name .. and he thinks me n Baca .. my lab partner are going out .. its sooo funny!!! omg and i found out that sue is a figure skater just like me!! today was amazing!!! omg im soo happy again .. and thats something to say.

oh and my friend gave me the name for gay anime its called yuri so im going to go look pictures up on google now heehee

but today = good

BREAK THROUGH!!!!!!!!!!; )

sometimes you have to take the good with the bad but in the end its worth it xD
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