I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I Sprained my wrist ... FOODDDD !



Heyy well tonight is the night before thanks giving and I baked apple pie and made whip cream like every year, but this year megan came over and helped.. the thing is i think i like her but she has a boyfriend and hes an ass and ontop of that I was gonna tell her i liked her the day she started flirting with him and guess wat they have been together for 6 months in less than an hour lol cause its 11:17 pm. So my psychologist is such an asshole and he was like "so would you have sex with a guy" and I was like uhhh YEAH?! lol but then he was like and you seem happy you havent cut in a while and all i could say to that was "umm yeah sure" lol
omg all day i have had this song stuck in my head "fer sure" Today was a good day but physically wise it wasnt .. cause this mornign i was skating and i wa working on my double jumps and i pulled my groin and sprained my wrist : /. and it hurts, but w.e i think ill survive heehee.
I'm soooo happy!!!! Bex is moving closer to me and i will be able to have a sleep over with her after she moves!!! Oh My God I totally failled my s.s. test today and i was like crying during it because first off i have never failed a s.s. test in my whole entire life and then i couldnt fucken concentrate and i had a head ache lol.
oh and youll never believe it .. so i went to joshs house after skool and we were in his room and he not only has 3 guitars! but also he sleeps with two stuffed animals lmao and get this! one of them is names Beary!!!!! I love JOSH!!!!!!<333333333>
Right now my sister is with her friends getting taco belle and then tomorrow morning i am going "skating" with my mom .. its a tradition every year to tell everyone we r going skating but we actually go to starbucks on thanksgiving : ) but this year its going to be wierd because well... we havent fully talked since the gay thing.
I'm soo bored now!!!!! :P ahhhhh oo i want food! ok welll ill probably not write for a day or may i will write while people r here tomorrow I HATE my FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
until next time<333

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