I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Monday, November 24, 2008

Just a day ... a bad one


today lmao ... well today was one of those fucked up days that ussually arrive after a really bad day. Sort of like an aftermath of a storm. So I mean I was depressed all day and then I missed my bus .. upseting but not the end of the world so i waited for the late bus at 400 but once again i missed that bus too. So like i legit just got home ... and its 6:11 now : / And there it is the icing on the cake people.. yes the last bad thing of today A NOSE BLEED! and we end the day once again with me being upset and SINGLE yay me! Some of you might say "sam you should be happy" .. well no its easier said then down. You know all the people who i have hurt should really read these and that way they will no i am hurting 100 times more then they ever did. N now you say "wow your selfish" but hell its the truth i am hurting more.
But the thing is these things that hurt us now are the experiences that shape us for the furture. ... so god .... is this all u have? bring it on bitch! I wasnt ready before but watch out no more miss nice .. its game time and i aint lossing in this game of life! : P
ps. I really do think I'm a lesbian .. but no one really knows that I'm just afraid to admit the truth as if im scared of myself : / i guess i am.
~"damaged people are scarey because they know they can survive" ~

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