I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Saturday, June 6, 2009

today for you tomorrow for me

3 things i know for a fact
1. I totally screwed up with the guy i like!
2. Liz has most deffinately changed
3. I'm am totally and completely nearvious for tomorrows try outs!

tonights jakes bm .. and i get to se brooke! i never get to see her Im soo excited! i mean i saw her this morning at temple but still!
my stomach hurts . shit i have tryouts tomorrow! im sooo nervious!! what do i do>? what if i like mess up? what if i trip on the ice ... shit .. wat if the girls i hate actually make the team?!?! what if my hair doesnt look good? ok ok .. i need to think possitive .. all i need to do is not think about liz . or baca or christine .. or perry or anything .. not think ? is that possible??!?! .. i shall try! ....
i need to not think! i need to just go to this party tonight and have fun!!! theres a concept! .. maybe perry will like txt me and assure me that im not annoying .. and he wants to be my friend. I don't want to have a relationship right now! .. im good with just best friends .. but .. i talk soo much online but in person its harder ! idk wat to do!!!!
well enough of that! omg i love the beatles!!! <3 their songs make me feel better <3 lol
ooo i have a question
and what does a horny wreck mean????

okii byes ><3
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