I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

idk anymore!

Heyya okii okii sooo guess wat!!!!! my heart doesnt skip a beat as much now as it used to!!! of course it still does lol .. butbutbut its getting better!!! and I love the rain! i wanna like make out in the rain really badly but that will never happen especially if i dont have anyone to do it with lol . Guys just dont seem to want to ever go out with me! ahhhhh its driving me crazy! but yeah. I am in a good mood for some reason and soo I decided to write in here. soo yeah lol ... okii
welll i think Im going to go .. because I can? ooo wait!!!
I ammm so scared to go to camp this year! last year was terrible in camp I mean there were terrible rumors about me and this year I dont really have people to calll ... most people probably dont want to hear my problems! >.< .. i dont really know any more. I mean last year the rumors were so bad that I ended up just being by myself a lot of the time because people were scared of me! and then well other things happend last year too.. i guess all i can do is think possitive! ok ok
ill try.

byes i guess <3>

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