I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Monday, April 20, 2009

okiii happy ?

soo i am trying out for synchro skating team and try outs started last week its like an introduction to synchro for like 3 sundays in a row and then theres cliniques which train you for the actual tryouts which is like 3 sundays in a row or somethign and then the actual tryouts are june 7th! how crazy!!! i have like a lot of tryouts lol. But i pulled my groin muscle! : ( and it hurts xD lol oh and i asked perry out and he agreed to go on a date .. which is something!!! i dont know its wierd. He understands that i have a past. And hes understands me kinda and he listens and he doesnt think im annoying and hes cute and sweet and jewish and nice and smells good lol .. but i like him and my heart skips a beat when i see him ... i didnt think it was possible but my heart skips a beat when i see him in the hall at school and i cant breathe! but hes amazing! and his eyes! ok so i have a thing for eyes but people know that about me so shhhhsssh tomorrow I am going to wear short sleeves!!! TO SCHOOL! im soo excited its gonna be the first time since yeah and and and i am soo happy and proud and its been 82 days! and im not going to do it ever again! :) because im myself again .. laughing and smiling and enjoying life .. and yeah :)
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