I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Saturday, April 11, 2009

the final L word

Today I spent all day watching the L word and now I am here crying because its over this is what i said to my friend :
it helped me to realize who i am .. and now its over ... i relied on that show to help me stay true to who i am during the summer wen i was pretending to be straight .. i hid watching it i watched it wen no one was around .. it gave me hope that maybe i could be out and proud as much as they r and now its over .. its over and i dk wat to do it sounds pathetic


She is going to give me all of her seasons because it means soo much to me! she is an amazing friend.! I love jess thank you soo much! u made my day and you will never realize it! xD

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