I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I HAVE MY stupid period!

soo honestly i don't know anything about anything any more ... i mean my life is way tooo complicated and i just want things to be simple again! i have been such a bitch the past few days to like everyone except maggie and ariella. And eeman ..ok ok not everyone but most people. And like last night i was flipping out at my friend because like i was venting and it felt good to vent but then i like was all depressed and called the suicide hotline and we talked and it was nice to have someone listen and care and realize what im going through is a lot. When I talk to my friends they either dont listen or try to give me advice or just start bitching about their own problems! ugh its sooo annoying and what happened to the days when i didnt need a psychologist and then like ../.wtf am i saying?!?!
DO I LIKE GUYS OR NOT?!
can anyone give me the answer? please! cause i need it desperately! please take me out of my misery i beg you!
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