I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

rant during classs xD

I was thinking a lot about this actually. Why do I breath? and Its a valid question I mean why do any of us breathe?But theres something more to it .. there is ... there has to be. obviously we all breathe because we have to in order to live ... its a feeling of comfort I guess. When we feel stressed or annoyed or even tired at night we take a deep long breathe. Its a comfort.. A safety blanket. to us it feels like home. Why do I breathe? Well I breather because I care. My friends and family and even my peers .. they need me .. I will always be the person they lean on and trust for help and advice. I will always be the one they call at 2 in the morning crying about a boy or maybe cryig abut their parents. God knows we all cry because of our parents. They call for no reason except they need a friend to talk to. And I am always by my phone. always.

I breathe because at first i didnt realize i have an option. but wanting to save a life and trying to live my life in order to do so is why i still breath. I breath because I trust the people around me And because without breathing there would be no words, no songs or poems, no speaking how you feel. breathing is the center of want makes us who we are and I continue breathing because honestly breathing is sooo much better then dieing!



okii soo yeah I wrote that isnt it fabulous lol .. but i believe it i do i do! .. okii soo im kinda taking a risk by writing during creative writing because the teacher could possibly yell at me, but fuck it .. idc .. soo today i have rehearsal till 9! and if u see this .. txt me!!!!! cause i will either be too busy to txt back or extremley bored out of my mind!. soo even though i should be saddd .. i am kinda really happy lol ... Its crazy . cause i like a guy and he and i are becoming friends and im iviting him to my party !! and hes soo adorable and sweet and JEWISH lol and omg i really really like him! and this is wierd .. im talking about a guy but I guess Im bi. Not like labels really matter I mean you are who you are what ever!. but yeah .. and and and ... Im kinda excited 15!!!!!!!more days till im 16!!!!!!!!!! and then i get my permit and i can drive with my mom in the car and yay!!! and then in a year i will be able to drive! and i could drive to the train station or to mount sinia or or I could drive to kingspark !!! and yay!!!! drive to ariellas house or or or .. i could drive to places after school and shit!! yay!! im sooo so so excited and and and then when I can drive I can go visit my dad!!! and and and that means a lot to me! go visit him without my mom or my sister just me! and maybe a friend .. if my friend whoever that is .. wants to come lol .. thats kinda wierd lol .. but i have like 10 minutes left in this period and i really am bored so ima gonna keep ranting ..and if someone reads this is .. im imprest <3333>
okii ima go now cause my hands hurt from typing for like 10 minutes and i still have like 4 min left but screw that haha ... okii yeas bye <3333>
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