I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

health project summary thingy

So I'm taking health and we have to write a summary on how we are doing on our goal that we made at the beginning of the class ... its been a week since we made this .. soo i cant email it because i m not allowed to open my email in creative writing but I can blog so i m writing it on here deal with it.


It has been about two weeks since I made this goal, but I started it 28 days ago. So it has been 28 days since I have cut. This seems like so much, but I went for 126 days once. The thing is I still feel the need to cut and I want to. It's an addiction that I have, so 28 days is not that bad. The things that have helped me to get through this past month without self-mutilating was to really look at my friends. I mostly put my friends before myself and always forget to take care of myself first. Most times when I want to cut I just have to think about how much I was hurting them by doing so. Another thing that has helped me is by giving my razor to my friend and writing how I feel when i want to cut. These things have actually been working. I hope to continue forward with as much success that I have so far. My motto for this is, If you can get passed one day, then why not two? and If two then why not three ?and then why not one more? Taking it a day at a time and before you know it .. It will be a year.
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