I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

confused

I thought i had morals, knew what not to do. What happend to that? what happend to not doing something because i knew it was wrong? Now its more lke I know this is wrong but i want to do it anyways .. now does that make any sense? i dont know anymore ... but i did stop cutting and im glad ... less shit to worry about .. less drama ... and ever since i stopped i see my life .. more of the future! ... I see myself .. happier then before .. and thinking less about death .. well i never thought about death death but you know what i mean. And now I don't know my mom wants to talk to me about the whole cutting thing and i just can't ... I don't want to .. I cant talk to my mom, but she said if i dont talk to her about it then i will be grounded for a month! .. i don't know what to do!
help!
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