I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Ranting my mind!

Since when did life become so damn complicated? it used to be so simple. Wake up, watch cartoons, play a bored game, maybe ride my bike, but how did the complicated get in there? When did it go from being able to ride my bike to wanting to never go home? I just want to go back to having a dad and a mom and people and a family. We don't even have family dinners anymore and what happend to that? What happened to the simple? did we get so caught up in the complicated that simple just disappeared? I mean seriously? was life easier when we didn't know the feeling of love? or when the thought of being gay never crossed our mind? hate was there. Love, trust, loyalty that was all there, but now you can't trust people. Trust went with simple. I guess you can't go back to the old days. The 90's where everything was better, simple, less complicated. All we can do it take those experiences of having our heart broken and those tears we will never be able to get back. The mommy issues and daddy issues only get worse and guess what! that will never be fixed because life sucks! Those exs those people you once were in love with guess what. They moved on, all of them but how did they move on when your still here heart broken and crushed? Maybe I'm getting too much into this, but don't you ever just wonder? wonder what life would be like if something in the pasted were to change? who would you be today? ever wonder?
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