I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I don't even know anymore

I hate teenagers. Whats the thing about that ? isn't it wierd ... that once we are teenagers we don't see things the same way? Like all the bad stuff that we would never even think about doing all of the sudden becomes fine and ok. All the simple stuff coplicated and all the easy things .. turn hard. Do we ever stop for a second and look back and are thankful for what we have so far?
never.
and do we ever question things that changed without us noticing? no one cares. Life is a rollercoaster and you can't get off right when you want to so you might as well ride it!
so I was thinking the song "lets get fucked up and die" Is amazingly accurate with teenagers. And hell once you get older .. your a teenager .. all grown up, but still a stupid dramatic teenager except the only difference is instead of fighting about who did what on saturday night and what parties you didnt get invited to .. its now about who fucked who and why are these two getting married? ... It just gets more complicated .. it makes you think was it always this complicated and you just didnt realize it? was the whole world complicated when you were just an infant too? and you were still caught up in the simple? if so then where did that feeling go and why can't we get it back?
oh why can't we get it back.

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