I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

during 9th period ^_^




So I didn't go skating this morning because 
1)I'm sick  
2) I hate skating. 
And therefore my mom was all pissed .. she and I went back and forth she kept saying I need to skate everyday and I guess I just snapped. I turned around and said "You want me to cut everyday?" I was so pissed. And then it was silent for a good while .. actually the whole ride to school we didn't talk at all. She literally just texted me .. and I'm in 9th period right now and wished me goodluck tonight .. yeah thanks mom! She ughh .. I'm so done with her trying to control me. Cant I have my own life? And now I am paying for gas tonight and idk she didn't want me to go to jiujitsu tonight .. but I will. I have an interview at the library at 3:30 then I'm going to chill with liz and then she and I are going to jiujitsu . Hahaaa I get to see boriss .. Liz's cat .. who I love .. and im sick hahaa great .. this day should be fun 
well off to stuff before school ends .. blehh >.<

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