I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Saturday, January 2, 2010

not wanting to cut.

So so far this year i havent really wanted to cut but then again its only been wat 2 days? lol So I was online and i found this girl posted a long list of things to do when you want to cut so im going to take stuff off her list that i think are do able and that when when I want to cut I can do those things instead so ... LIST!:
1)Being with other people
2)Writing (poetry, stories, journal, etc.)
3)Cuddling with a stuffed toy <<<<>
4)Going to see a movie
5)Eating something ridiculously sweet (or any favorite food)
6)Doing school work
7)Call a friend and ask for company <<<>.<
8)A hot shower
9)Reading a good book
10)Listening to music
11)Finding someone else you can help out
12)Painting or drawing
Truth is .. when i want to cut .. none of these are good to me .. maybe talking to someone but no one really listens they say they will but they never do. the only thing that will make me not want to cut is having someone hold me for a long time. :]
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