I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Thursday, October 29, 2009

just catch these tear drops in our hands

I don't know what to talk about. I really have no idea lol ... tomorrow im going into the city and I'm trying to get permission to write an article for the school news paper .. i know its just oh so exciting! But besides all that I cant really think of whats new... baca is like blehh . idk wat to do anymore .. i mean cause like i trust him the most out of everything .. but if he still likes liz .. well I just want him to be happy .. because if i cant atleast he should be. And on top of that .. Liz has a party this weekend .. but that should be fun .. hes not even dressing up! but w.e .. idc .. hes just .. acting wierd, but i guess I don't really know much about guys now do I? lol I'll just have to go with the flow and wait till something amazing happens. And nicole and I got into a fight .. but I just recently found out that shes having a birthday party and not inviting me .. and this was before the fight so I'm just really pissed! and yeah .. I had my first Gyno appointment thingy yesterday and I like survived! xDD and now I feel like awesomeness if that even makes sense ish ? Umm I dont really have anythign to say except .. I wish there were breaks .. breaks of not being friends .. but knowing that if u needed that person they would always be there for you, but when you need them they arent really there for you. they hate you or just dont want you in their life. And thats when its just too hard to just let go after all this time .. I don't know what to do ..maybe letting go would be best I just I don't know how.
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