I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Monday, October 12, 2009

so yeah

is it me or do people like just suck? My mom is soo self-centered and controling and honestly i can't deal with it anymore, but the thing is I can't fight back and I don't know what to do anymore. Its like really frustrating because I hate my family .. and all I need is someone to hold me ... why is that so hard? I have like the worst period in the whole entire world right now .. ouch my like everything hurts! ughh .. it hurts to laugh breath .. anything and this is not normal for a period theres obviously something wrong with me .. and my step dad is all blehh ..and i hate my family .. they make me want to cut even more then normal .. and trust me i struggle everyday as it is .. ugh .. i just dont no how much longer i can struggle for.
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