I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

andd this time I mean it!


Everyone seems all sad today and I'm trying to figure out why? I mean yes today is a mellow day, but must we bring out the sadness to that? Any was today was a good day for me xD ...So it starts by me walking to my first period class .. i walked down the hall and saw sean .. hes this guy who was totally obsessed with me last year and made me have feelings for him even though hes a player and ruined my best friends relationship with her boyfriend.. yeah hes one of those guys. So I was walking down the hall and there he was ... it was crowded but I saw him give me this certain look .. like he was thinking ... and wanted to tell me something but didnt .. he gave me a fake smile and i turned to get to the next hall with the stairs. Next I see perry .. whose been acting extremely weird ..but I had told him if he needed to talk I'm always here, he didnt want to talk to anyone so thats fine. He walked passed me with a sad puppy dog face in big desire for someone to just hug him and care ... again I recieved a fake smile and walked by ... next I was having a sad face on trying to figure out why ever one was sad .. I turned the corner and looked up .. and right then ... thats it .. thats when my sad face faded to a huge smile ... It was baca and he was walking down the stairs .. he walked into me and my day was 100% better .. but my that second. Then I had math la la la .. then after math I had sports medicine ..and it was alright .. Eeman was there and sarah wasn't and i was telling eeman that i feel backwards on the ice this morning and then i started to tell her about baca and bam! sarah came in lol ... eeman taped up one ankle and sarah did my other .. it was great and sarahs my math tutor now!!!! i am soo happy .and I aced my AP test ... XD and the I was with baca after school .. and we went to his car ... and hes soo sweet and adorable and he leaned against his car just like that first time we kissed ..and without being as shy as last time ... we kissed .. it was perfect! he was such a better kisser today then ever before ..and i actually felt something today ... and before we kissed he was giving me a look and i said

"stop giving me that look" .. smiling of course and he said

"what look?" and I then kissed him ... once we stopped i said

"the look like your falling for me" and he just smiled and i walked away <3>

LOVEEE LIFEE


ps. apparently this guy anthony likes me ?! lol .. hes cute though so I really don't mind too much :]]]]] yay LIFE <3


and I don't know what I'm gonna do on sat .. after the PSAT's that is ... either go to the mall with liz .. or go to the homecomming game : / hmm idk >.<


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