I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Saturday, May 16, 2009

yay!!!!

Seeing Liz with brittney tonight made me realize how much of a bad gf i was lol i am sooo gladd liz and i broke up .. i must have been horrible for her lol ... btubutbut i also realized the only reason i was still in love with liz was because i wanted wat she and brittney have or wat she and i used to have .. and then i realized .. i could have that .. i just need to fight for it and then i did it and i txted megan and i asked her out and she said she will think about it!!!!! xD i am sooo proud of myself! I feel like me and liz can be friends now ! its happy ever after .. well nto over yet but that story .. love storry is .. and safter 8 months i am finally and for now .(cause idk wat i feel in the future) am officially and completely over liz. and i got to see rachel!!! OMG! I MISSED THAT GIRL!!! and EMILY YAY!!! >.< Im happy and I GOT TO SEE LIZ! and i think she and I CAN be FRIENDS again!!!! LIKE THE OLD DAYS!!! YAY!

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