I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Saturday, May 2, 2009

umm may 27th

its funny how things can change over a year. Not big things but even the simplest of things ... that just change. Last year this time I liked a girl named megan .. my best friend in school still till this day. The only difference in our relationship from then till now is that we are more open and tell eachother everythign now. this time last year I liked her and she liked me, but we didnt do anythign about it because I wasnt fully out and neither was she and we were both scared. I wanted to tell her and now .... 3 weeks after I thought about telling her 2 weeks since the weststock concert where she met anthony and 1 week after i was going to tell her i liked her but then missed everychance i had she and anthony started going out ... i've been waiting .. and now its been almost a year. I tell her everyday that I like her because next time .. i dont want to ruin my chances. I just miss how things were last year.. had we been together? ... wow idk
okiii yeah i need to go to sleep now but there was my rant.
night <3
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