I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Monday, December 28, 2009

My faults ... something to do when I got bored xD


List:

1) I trust people way too easily.

2)I bite my nails.

3)I fall for people too easily.

4) I have terrible eating habbits.

5)I'm self destructive.

6)Fall for people I shouldn't ever fall for.

7) I can be a bitch.

8) I wait till I'm on my last pair of dirty underwear to do a wash >.< .

9)I fail at most things no matter how hard I try.

10) I don't see a point in showering every single day.

11) I'm shy at random times.

12) I tend to laugh at random times.

13) I worry too much/ think about the future too much.

14)I NEED to straighten my hair almost every day.

15) I hate being alone more then I like it.

16) I only shave my legs when their gonna be showing.

17) I get too attached to books.

18) My self-esteem is pathetically low even if I don't show it .. trust me it is.

19) I'm so afraid of dying before telling someone how I truly feel/ having sex (lol)

20) I hate my nose!

21) I hate my last name and really want to change it.

22)I miss my dad more then someone should after 12 years of him being dead.

23) I blocked out the bad stuff so much I'm not even sure its real anymore.

24) I'm not sure if I should believe in god and going to church was amazing so now I feel even more lost on religion.

25)I hate opening presents infront of people.

26) I'm completely self conscience (sp?) but don't show it.

27) I wish I was completly straight sometimes.

28)I get sick of people I'm in a relationship after a certain amount of time dating them >.< .

29) I say I want to be a doctor .. but truth is I have no fucken Idea what to do with my life.

30) I own a guitar i have no idea how to play.

31) I think too much.

32) can't ignore people/ hold grudges

33) I have a slight obsession with smell .. I have to smell good and i can't have bad breath.. it bugs me!

34) I can randomly get sick of people for a few weeks, but I will never show it.

35) I am too emotional.

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