I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Saturday, December 19, 2009

i shoulndt post this

Hes amazing and hes taping up my heart even using super glue .. but sometimes he just not there .. which is just the way he is which im ok with plus people need space ... hes perfect even with his flaws. His eyes are deep ..and tell so much of his past he hides for good reason. Hes sweet and always warm. And his smell I cant explain it but ok this is gonna sounds creepy but I'm just gonna say it .. it smells like home... you know that feeling of being completely comfortable thats what he smells like. And hes strong. And I don't get jealous .. but rarely ... i do. I wish I can control it .. but i just cant ... of course i keep my jealousy to myself because i know how he feels. .. I think ... i hope .. maybe i dont know .... ... once i hear that name .. my heart stops because i feel like i lost him .. its not wat it sounds like though .. idk how to explain it .. w.e I'll just ignore it ... Now i sound stupid cause im thinking and stopping and starting idk i dont make sense lol I feel confused lost broken . yet this guy is trying to fix me .. but everytime he starts to fix me he gets distracted goes off to the side and .. comes back to me like nothings wrong ... its not anything i mean we arent together .. and I'm just in a wierd mood .. but idk .. nvm .... bye

ps. its snowing
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