So theres this guy, Shock I know right? A guy! ... Well to be honest I have liked him since like october .. but I ignored it. Some of you might ask why ? Why follow what your heart is telling you?
But this isn't your normal crush because well hes my best friends ex and she loved him and I'm not the type of person to do that to my best friend. And thinking back .. I kind of regret wasting so much time worrying about things. Hes so amazing! He makes me smile and forget all the bad stuff in life. He compliments me and understands me even though he doesn't know me .. he completely understands me more the most people. He makes me laugh and he makes me want to live. Never making me feel bad for my past or want to change who I am. He's unique, cute, smart without trying, yet hes slow at the same time. And he doesn't freak out when it comes to my sexuality/ orientation .. confused yes , but never once did he ask me what sex I date, but only if I bring it up. Never did drugs, alchohol .. but i like that shit! . and hes shy. I love that! After my past .. I want a guy to be shy. Hes romantic in an innocently cute way and he can keep secrets. He loves to listen and cares about everyone! Raising my self-esteem like amillion points and yet he won't ask me out ... I just .. I will say yes in a split second soo he should just ask already.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
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