I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Liz .. Baca .. and then ME

its not like i want to get hurt .. because i dont! .. he said he likes me .. but now this girl says their going out ? wat the hell. Does that even make any sense???.. so what i fall for people i cant have .. its a classic! .. fabulous .. my life is complete ..and now im up at 12 38 because i was hoping he would come to my house and pick me up .. my mom said it was ok .. and instead hes on the phone with his "unofficial" girlfriend .. wat ever the fuck that means... am i really that bad of a person that no one wants to date me? because like .. ugh .. i dont even know .. all i know is that .. if a guy would just give me a chance .. i dont know... and i feel tears about to explode into my eyes and drip down my cheek .. but i wont allow myself to cry over some stupid jerk who says he likes me while hes .. thinking about LIZ .. like are you kidding me! .. and . i would kick her ass any day even though she does jujitsu .. cant spell that .. cant say it either .. does it matter .. not at this point because .. i wont have to worry about saying where baca will be .. because .. he doesnt like me as much as he likes liz .. and my heart sinks .. down to my stomach just when i hear his voice ... hear his name ... think about him ... and i know he will never chose me .. because no guy ever choses me .. even if the want to .. im just cursed
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