I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Well finally 2008 is over

okii i have been soo eager to type this out .. sooo here s goes GOODBYE 2008 HOPE THE DOOR DOESNT HIT YOU ON YOUR WAY OUT! yaya!!!! omfg im sooo soo soo happy that like this past year is over!!! it was the worst year of my life and when the ball dropped last night I was soo close to crying!!! the year was over... the drama! the questioning! the confusion and heart breaking! the tears! everything !!! And omg! when that ball dropped all i was thinking was finally hell is over!! and if i were by myself i would have totally cried lol.. pathetic yeah! but i had been waiting for that moment for like ever! and to have my girlfriend next to me ... i could ask for anythign better. And years from now I will remember my first new years kiss .. well it was 12:18 but wtf! it still counts! .. it was amazing! omg! I will always remember .. and It was actually fun! we played like a drinking game .. but with out alchohol cause we are kool like that .. by the way (soorrrryyy maggie) I guess maggie will never drink milk water mountain dew and pepsi lmao. but we had fun! and we watched juno!!<3333
and now we have a baby named Juno Jr.!!!! and its a kitty lmao .. and and and we like made out for like an hour and a half and no one realized .. except i think my sister was really pissed! lmao but i dont care cause shit my key board jjjjjjjjust like died shit h/o qwertyuiop[]asdfghjkl;'zxcvbnm,./jj sht my comp sht !!
okiii welll my that was the wierdest thing ever lmao .. soo my i and my j keys came off the key board and i was like shit lol but i fixed it!!!! back to normal soo where was i .....and yeah!! oh oh oh an and and!! IM TALLLERRRR!!! HAAAAHAAA lmao okii im good now

soo this is my first post of 2009 and i will look back years from now and be like wtf was wrong withme!!! lol but you know its worth it! : )
and i know maggie will like totally creep on this cause yeah but like its all good again : )

sooo yeah i cant describe how happy i am right now but its pretty insane!! and its really wierd cause like w.e happend in 2008 stayed in 2008 atleast it feels like that .. and things are amazing! and back to normal : )
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