I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Monday, January 26, 2009

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Well i actually sort of thought i was done with writting in here but you know what i need to rant so here i go! soo i keep thinking about this something ..i cant really tell you what I have been tlaking about because well too many people i knwo read this .. and That would not be good at all!....I dont knwo what to think. It seems like this thinking is growing like a tumor. I cant stop thinking and dont worry its not suicide i promise .... i just have to stop. If not it could control my life .. i could end up dieing even it i dont want to. Something i would do probably for control. As in i cant control my own fucked up life. As if everything around me is spinning. And like last year when i started cutting .. . i began to fight with people i care about ... so does this affect me the way cutting did.? will i go insane? ... what will happen .. if i do what im thinking about ? why and how can i stop? shit whats wrong with me?!?!?!?! someone .. anyone help! but no one will help .. because well .... I pushed them all away and thepeople i coudl talk to .. I cant .. they cant know .. i wont let them know!
no never!
shiitttt
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