I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.-Benjamin Button

Time heals all wounds

To me; fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me; fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me; fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again; even though you’ve been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up & fighting for what you want over and over again; even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your best friend, even though hes in love with someone else. & when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, i think its fearless to stop believing them. its fearless to say “you’re not sorry”, and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright; thats fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories & prince charmings & happily ever after. thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless.~Taylor swift

Thursday, July 9, 2009

My Mission!

Three nose bleeds in the past 2 days. I am dehydrated .. and feel fat .. and stupid ... and this is what skating camp does to me. Ok well maybe its a little much. I just wish things in life could be what they were .. when I was young and innocent. When I was happy all the time. When I didnt think too much about things .. and In fact I didnt think about things at all. I was completely happy all the time. And now ... I get sad .. if a guy doesnt txt back .. and i ignore the fact that I had a dream about making out with a girll .. and Im becoming Someone I dont recognice .. A person ... who thinks about how many calories they eat .. and feels bad for masturbating. A person who isnt afraid to talk to strangers ..and doesnt drink water .. well ok i never drank water ... but seriously ! lol .. I need to be myself again .. but who is that person? The person I used to be ... I dont remember who that was. .. but my mission this summer ... is to find who I really am.

AMEN!
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